2002-06-13 - 9:06 p.m.
IT HAS BEEN A FEW DAYS SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN IN MY DIARY BUT I DON'T THINK IT MISSED ME ALL THAT MUCH.
SHE HAS BEEN GONE FORFOUR DAYS NOW AND I DON'T THINK I CAN TAKE IT ANYMORE. I MISS HER SO MUCH. IT'S LIKE A PIECE OF MY SOUL IS MISSING AND I CAN'T SEEM TO GET IT BACK.
SHE COMES BACK TOMORROW, BUT I WILL BE AT WORK WHE NSHE RETURNS. SHE IS SUPPOSE TO CALL ME WHEN SHE GETS BACK IN.
THE ONLY PROBLEM IS THAT SHE IS DOING IT AGAIN. SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD SOMETHING TO GIVE TO ME AS SOON AS SHE GETS BACK BUT WHEN SHE CALLED ME, SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE COULDN'T GIVE IT TO ME CUZ IT ISN'T TIME.
WHAT IS A GOOD TIME? WHEN IS IT EVER TIME? EVERYTIME THAT SHE SAYS SHE HAS TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME OR GIVE SOMETHING TO ME SHE ALWAYS HESITATES. LIKE IT IS GOING TO CHANGE MY REACTION EITHER WAY.
IT DOESN'T MATTER THOUGH BECAUSE I STILL LOVE HER TO DEATH AND I KNOW THAT IT WILL NEVER CHANGE.
I LOVE MY BABY TO MUCH AND NO MATTER WHAT WE WILL GET THROUGH ALL THE HARD TIMES SO THAT WE CAN GO ON WITH THE GOOD TIMES.
